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In the following situations how would you react when someone tells you the following?

i am going to do this annualy like pie-c-apple bc theyre better than me and im unorigional

Ha! But I'm smarter than you!
- No, no you are not. 
- ok that makes snese

Your crush has a crush on me
- That's nice

I didn't know you were so dumb when it comes to math
- I didn't know you were so stupid when it comes to distinguishing real math from arithmetic/s>
- i know i am

Hurry up would you?
- No

You're so snobbish
- That's nice

Wanna settle this outside?
- Settle what?
- first i need to build a settlement then progress my little village to a bustling populous city and then conquer your outside


You afraid of me?
- Who are you again?
- no idk no

He/she loves me more!
- I don't give a shit
- woah so someone loves me, even if less? character development (or whatever? plot deveoplment?)!

You have bad grades
- My grades are high A's!
- i am sorryy. too many ap clases. i ty i do but i cant sorry 

What if your crush told you...</u>

I have a crush on you
- You must be lying
- what reallyu what i ok what yay?

I don't love you.
- Ok
- oh. okay

I think I love you already
- Ok

Can I copy your answers?
- Ok
- okay everyone does that anyway so whatever you can too 

I think I have a crush on your friend
- That's nice. Though I don't think she likes you
- okay. youll be a good couple maybe idk

Can I sit next to you?
- Ok
- sure!

Would you like to dance with me?
- ok
- sorry i cant dance

I think you have a crush on me
- that's nice
- eh

you have a cute smile
- That's creepy
- thanks

Why are you so nice to me?
- I'm nice to most people

What's your reaction if your parents told you...</u>

Go home before it gets dark
- Ok
- why am i outside th house in the first place

Look at your sibling, he/she is so good at school
- Wait... Since when do I have a sibling? o.O

Go to bed early
- Ok
- id love to but i hve to finish this shitload of homework first and studdy for the stupid apush test and physics and then contemplate my existence

Clean the house, wash the dishes, water the plants
- Ok
- i will try

Study hard ok?
- Of course
- eh.. ok i will tyr but please dont bkamme me if i fail ok

When i was your age I only had 1 dollar as lunch money
- lolwut are we talking about again
- werent it illegal to have dollars in the soviet onion?

Why can't you be more like him
- Nah
- who??

When I say no... I MEAN NO!
- Ok
  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Eating: character deveopment

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KoshkaAlisa
Anya Lu
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Russia

About Me

Hello,

my name is KoshkaAlisa. which means Alice Cat.

I like to procrastinate, read, write, draw, imagine stuff, listen to music, and play with my evil cat.

I love: books, anime, manga, cats, computers, music, the internet, and randomness

I hate: bugs, slow computers, bugs, homework, bugs, stupid people, bugs, boredom, and bugs.

Favourite Books: almost all by Tamora Pierce, almost all by Terry Pratchett, Warriors, the PJatO series, HarryPotter, A song of Fire and Ice, Keys to the Kingdom, the Watch books, Varkak Paw, Artemis Fowl, Wuthering Heights, the Sight and Fell, thne Inheritence Cycle, etc.. (can you tell I am a book geek?)

Favourite Bands/ Singers: Big Bang, 2NE1, Super Junior, Three Days Grace, Vocaloid, Epica, t.A.Tu, Within Temptation, Lunatica, Lyriel, Cascada, Taeyang, 2pm, and Xandria

Also I would love if you leave a comment, or message me, I love talking to people, even though I can be shy :D
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In the following situations how would you react when someone tells you the following?

i am going to do this annualy like pie-c-apple bc theyre better than me and im unorigional

Ha! But I'm smarter than you!
- No, no you are not. 
- ok that makes snese

Your crush has a crush on me
- That's nice

I didn't know you were so dumb when it comes to math
- I didn't know you were so stupid when it comes to distinguishing real math from arithmetic/s>
- i know i am

Hurry up would you?
- No

You're so snobbish
- That's nice

Wanna settle this outside?
- Settle what?
- first i need to build a settlement then progress my little village to a bustling populous city and then conquer your outside


You afraid of me?
- Who are you again?
- no idk no

He/she loves me more!
- I don't give a shit
- woah so someone loves me, even if less? character development (or whatever? plot deveoplment?)!

You have bad grades
- My grades are high A's!
- i am sorryy. too many ap clases. i ty i do but i cant sorry 

What if your crush told you...</u>

I have a crush on you
- You must be lying
- what reallyu what i ok what yay?

I don't love you.
- Ok
- oh. okay

I think I love you already
- Ok

Can I copy your answers?
- Ok
- okay everyone does that anyway so whatever you can too 

I think I have a crush on your friend
- That's nice. Though I don't think she likes you
- okay. youll be a good couple maybe idk

Can I sit next to you?
- Ok
- sure!

Would you like to dance with me?
- ok
- sorry i cant dance

I think you have a crush on me
- that's nice
- eh

you have a cute smile
- That's creepy
- thanks

Why are you so nice to me?
- I'm nice to most people

What's your reaction if your parents told you...</u>

Go home before it gets dark
- Ok
- why am i outside th house in the first place

Look at your sibling, he/she is so good at school
- Wait... Since when do I have a sibling? o.O

Go to bed early
- Ok
- id love to but i hve to finish this shitload of homework first and studdy for the stupid apush test and physics and then contemplate my existence

Clean the house, wash the dishes, water the plants
- Ok
- i will try

Study hard ok?
- Of course
- eh.. ok i will tyr but please dont bkamme me if i fail ok

When i was your age I only had 1 dollar as lunch money
- lolwut are we talking about again
- werent it illegal to have dollars in the soviet onion?

Why can't you be more like him
- Nah
- who??

When I say no... I MEAN NO!
- Ok
  • Mood: Christmas Spirited
  • Eating: character deveopment
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Kino
  • Reading: Snow Crash
  • Watching: Doctor Who
  • Playing: Civilization 5
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Tea
Serious question.
It is like none of you here are on here any more.
What happened?
Is there another site?
or what?
It is so lonely here...
I know I have been neglectful to dA as well, but there was some things that I liked about this site: most people I knew were usually on here..
But now you are not...
Which is understandable, but makes me sad.

So, I guess if no one is going to read this anyway, I may as well include a mini rant:
My rant, is short, and is related to everything this journal is about.
These past two years since I have been the worst years of my life. I never felt so.. isolated before.
Even the people I talk to at school, it is just not the same.
They are not like you guys, they are different, so obsessed with the stupidest of things, thinking they have their life planned out so well. I wonder sometimes, if they have ever been outside their "safety" bubble?
Their idea of  life is so.. perfect.. so ideal.. I just wonder if maybe in some ways, they are correct? Maybe I am too much of a pessimist? maybe everything is better than I think it is?
Or maybe it is not. Life is cruel that way.
I feel so useless, so hopeless, so alone. I just...
I don't care any more.
and most of all, i miss you, my friends. And yet, I am afraid of reconciling drifting apart friendships, because I don't feel like.. any one misses me. I don't see why anyone would, I am such a negative person.. 
I am not saying any of this for attention.
Attention whoring and other types of baseless judgements made to make oneself feel better about oneself are despicable.
You have no right, none, to judge why someone says/ does things the way they do. and I am just not talking about calling people "attention whores", I am talking about everything.

I am sorry that I am such a disappointment. I do not have anything planned out, I have no idea where I am headed, I can't judge if my, or anyone's, future is bright or bleak.
I just want to rest. I want to be happy. How hard is that? HOW HARD MUST IT BE?
I am trying, I am trying, but I feel hopeless. 
and who the hell cares about anything I have written anyway?
I am tired of being ignored, I would rather be hated, then be invisible.
I want life to be fair.
I want to be happy...
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Kino
  • Reading: Snow Crash
  • Watching: Doctor Who
  • Playing: Civilization 5
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Tea
I am just wondering if any of you are still on here. It's so lonely...
:|

I don't know what else to say, and I had a journal planned, but I think i wrote enough depressing things, so I am not going to write it.
Instead I am going to focus on happy stuff...
such as...
:D
:D
:D

Also, civilization 5 is so fun. I get to play in westeros and stuff. fun. happy.

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Metoka Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013
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KoshkaAlisa Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
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Fauxtales Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
SORRY.
I guess I accidentally clicked your icon with out noticing!
You didn't favorite my poem so I'm sorry about that!
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Fauxtales Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for favoriting my poem, I appreciate it! :la:
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FallingAsleepTonight Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2012   Writer
Clicked on random deviant and it sent me to you! Just passing by and flipping through other deviant's work, looking for inspiration. I write primarily non-melodramatic free verse poetry, something that I hope even people who aren't lit fanatics can enjoy. Just in case you're interested :)
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Unhinged-Arrogance Featured By Owner Sep 21, 2012  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the favorites!
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Thanks so much for the fav
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Thanks for the fav :D
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